I fully expected my first blog article after our move to be one full of the joyful excitement and newness of this transition. But, wouldn’t you know it, after the boxes were unpacked and our things put away, I have been left with a heaviness on my shoulders that I’m finding difficult to shake. Some might say it is because I’m tired, or as a result of a release from all the frantic activity leading up to now. But, I’ve narrowed it down to a reluctance to start over. With every move we’ve made over the years, there has been a time of excitement and then one of calmness during the settling in process. I know it takes a while to get used to new surroundings. This time, however, the “settling in” part seems to be a bit more difficult. I guess I’m not as young as I used to be.
I have been enjoying discovering all that my new town has to offer – there are great walking trails right by our home, as well as the convenience of countless stores and attractions. Each day I have been increasing the radius around our home as I learn which roads go where! But all of a sudden, I’ve felt a bit sad. Starting over isn’t easy. I miss my friends and…well, I miss my friends! I know I will be meeting new people, but the process of doing that isn’t as easy as it used to be. I miss our church and the familiar places and faces I saw each day. I miss the sense of belonging to a community. Did I mention I miss my friends?
The “task” of settling in shouldn’t be regarded as a chore. I should think of it as a joyful adventure, taken one day at a time. But, right now, I’m feeling overwhelmed as I look ahead and see the list of things I need to do getting longer and longer. However, even as I type those words, I realize that I simply need to give all this to the Lord.
“Give your burdens to the LORD, and he will take care of you.
He will not permit the godly to slip and fall” (Psalm 55:22).
I know God will take care of me…He is taking care of me! I need not be afraid of the “work” of finding a new church, new friends and my way in this new place. He will help me as I become part of a new community! He will strengthen and encourage me. I am trusting that He will lift my burdens and give me the courage to start over. It may not happen overnight, but it will happen, for God has a plan…and through it all He is here with me!
“Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged,
for the Lord God, my God, is with you” (1 Chronicles 28:20).
Releasing my burdens to Him,